oh
and to see it beautifuLLy
=D

heyyyyyy
i wanna fill it up
to the brim
lets go!
=)

scary how time flies
scary how im still the same
the time again when i ask myself what am i doing


how to prioritise things
why do i feel so drained
haven't been in touch with my dreamy side
need to be the little girl that walks through the alleyways again
to explore and be dazzled
to feel and be charmed

=)

thats all.

i listen
it's easy dont you think?
why cant most people do that?

can u believe this?
after one huge round and da @#%^ years
im back at this again
yet
i am so haaaapieeeeee
i love this!
woohoooo
maybe it was my call
hehe yay!

off to study!
=D
hehe
thank You Lord!!
You know i'd love this
You know this would get me pumped! =D
You've been leading and guiding my way
even when I was and still am one annoying brat

hee thank You =)
thank You for being my God
for creating me and thus knowing what's best for me
for still loving me when i kinda complain a lot
for not loving and blessing me according to my performance
but overflowws me with undeserved love and grace
simply because You, are my father =)
and You love meeee!
=D

p/s: dear Lord
pls grant me wisdom for this ok! =D
im gonna hang on to You la
heart heart heart heart

whenever i see something i like
whatever it is
i tend to look away
before i go back to that
problem is,it won't always stay there
so how?
aih u can slap me for that

it's Not about trying to do more good deeds and trying to be a saint
it's about no matter how lousy and horrible I am

I Still get undeserved Love, Grace and Favor from You
not because of what I've done

but because of who You Are
and what You have done for me

this
is our God

there you go!
go go go go!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vva8nZGt1kw

watch this video of Fun taiwan co host search
damn im so inspired!
i can feel bugs jumping in my legs!!
woohooo

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ulMgXE6-pQ
this one is funny!
=D

hehe

If you wonder...

i did not set out to blog all about god
i blog for myself, while sharing it with people

it just seems like
at da end of da day
something that is worthy to be mentioned
is always about His love
=)

how beautiful Your love is
I can't get inspired enough

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUO0NhsaGKc

it's so good to be Your child!!
juz sit there and enjoy Your love pouring down on me
how overwhelming!!!

my journey with jesus

dear jesus
thank you
how grateful am I to You
=)

thank you for showing me the picture

i could see that in the picture
when i was utterly devastated,heartbroken and even angry with God
when i was kicking and crying
when i couldn't feel You at all
You were already there to hold me and pick me up from the ground

then You were holding my hand and walking with me
step by step
in the darkness
slowly
towards the end of the tunnel
I saw a bit of light at the end of it
eventhough it was still painful
I anticipated the day when we can get to the end

On da day b4 the result was out
I prayed to You again
and I saw it in the picture
It was soooo bright
It was realli realli bright infront
there's no tunnel to be seen anymore
We have reached the end of it
=))))))
how can I not be moved to tears by Your mighty Love?

We can get so caught up with prayers, what to dos etc
that sometimes we forget
to juz sit there and enjoy God's love
to juz sit there and smile to God who's always been smiling at us
=)

reminder to self

it took 10 years
to come back to da me
=]
dun lose it ok?

it just boils down to this
how Far do u wanna go?

Psalm 91

1 He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High
will rest in the shadow of the Almighty
2 I will say of the LORD," He is my refuge and my fortress,
my God, in whom I trust."

3 Surely he will save you from the fowler's snare
and from the deadly pestilence
4 He will cover you with his feathers,
and under his wings you will find refuge;
his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.

5 You will not fear the terror of night
nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
nor the plague that destroy at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,
ten thousand may fall at your right hand
but it will not come near you
=D

who cares what sort of sickness that's hitting you
who cares about the name of the sickness
why try figuring out the ugly things
When you just need to look upon our beautiful God =D

Praise God!! =D

Thank you Jesus!
Thank you God!
=D
Thank You so much!
Here's a testimony to share!

Was having flu and fever just now
my body temperature went over 38 degrees
and my head hurt realli realli badly
body was aching badly everywhere
it was painful
to be honest
I was quite scared

Lying in my bed
I started to think of God
and God reminded me to RISE UP!
to not lie down there and be sick
He can heal me
that's for sure
and there's no doubt about it
But
it's up to me
i have to choose if i want to be healed

I was reminded to RISE UP
To CHOOSE to be Healed
To CHOOSE to take a stand
I declared Psalm 91 aloud
I believed His Words
I took refuge in His Promises
and knew that
To fight the flu
I needed make the decision to RISE UP in God
and let Him fight it for me

I got up
and walked around
and chose not to be sick

Praise God
God kept his promise
and My body temperature went down in such a short time after I prayed to Him
=D
Thank you God!
Hallelujah! =D

CHOOSE not to look at your problems
You aint going anywhere if you look at your problems
but CHOOSE to look upon God
=D

My mom came to check on me
and was veri surprised to see that Im all well and healthy and energetic again
in such a short time
=D
How great is our God!

tania chong
pls be sensitive!
arrhhhh wat kinda person have u become!

haha
one thing that can cheer me up
is actualli
something this small
aihh i love how i was created sometimes =)

...........

4 posts later.....
i really bumped into you
i have to say
a part of me will always love u

it'd be good to have someone who sees beyond what u are now
and sees how great u can become
im glad that You see that
with a smile on Your face
thank you

it was spot on
u were truly speakin to me
it was pride
it was pride that You have been trying to knock off from me

inspiration inspiration
=)
it is a beautiful thing
ain't it?

Hillsong is getting better every year
why am i not?
=)

I still think about you
will i ever bump into you

This is my prayer in the fire
in weakness or trial or pain
there is a FAITH proved of more worth than gold
SO REFINE me Lord Thru the Flame

All of my life
in Every Season
You are Still GOD
I have a reason to Sing!
I have a reason to Worship! =))))

Your Grace is enough
More than I need
at your word i will believe
i wait for you
draw near again
let your spirit make me new

I will fall at Your feet
I will fall at Your feet
and I WILL WORSHIP YOU HERE

Your presence in me
Jesus light the way
By the power of your word
I am restored
I am redeemed
by your spirit i am Free

FREELY you gave it All for us
surrendered Your life upon that cross
Great is the LOVE poured out for ALL
THIS IS OUR GOD

lifted on high from death to LIFE
Forever our God is glorified
servant and king
Rescued the world
THIS IS OUR GOD

huuuge =D

so filled with lurrrve
i need to share it!! =D

I am Blessed! =D

thank you for being my support during difficult times
for goin the extra mile to help me
and for listenin to me
yunohuyuar
stinky mot
ur one very sweet and precious friend! =D

theres so much to thank You for
You make me walk the narrow path with obstacles
You let me learn to be humble
and im learning
thank You =)

people here and there
but i only feel like talkin to gu

been reminded of this lately
of when i was lost
i prayed to You that i wanna work in da hospitals
though i din know wat i could do there
apart from being a doc,a nurse or a boring researcher
that was a loong time ago
i've almost forgotten bout it
Thank you
for leading my steps
am thankful and amazed =)

ask what do i love?
i say
i love to be inspired!

Im seein so many 7 s....
it's like You are cheering for me



p/s:i would love to marry someone with lifehouse's voice =D

'08 was a bitch
somehow i'm surprised to realise that i actualli
volunteered for marine turtle conservation project in Chagar Hutang
taught at myanmar refugee kids school
went on missionary trip to Jerantut orang asli kampung
went white water rafting and caving ......


all these.....
are what i had always always dreamed of doin
and i did them all in that blardy year
................=]
strange, isnt it


yes a tiny lil step closer to living out the gal God created me into


watch over me pls
encourage me if u can
i need them =D

u know how undetermined i can be